Friday, December 30, 2011
Today, I felt somewhat as peace. Maybe, it is because I have started letting go of the past. I have not cried all day. Although, memories seem to stalk me. I held firm to letting go. I would not allow myself to wallow in the hurt and pain I have experienced. I forged ahead because I now realize that I will never receive what is for me. If I cannot let go of the past. I know that some days will be easier than most. So, I plan to dedicate next year to finding myself. I have given so much of me I no longer recognize myself. I so look forward to meeting Tiffany (I hear she is Super Nice)!!!